Antoine & Mieke Beiler



Een muur rondom je hart?

Geplaatst op 17 augustus, 2021 om 2:35

Ik heb jarenlang met innerlijke stress gelopen terwijl iedereen om mij heen een rustige vrouw voor zich zag.

Ik was erg perfectionistisch en wilde geen fouten maken. Dat kwam door mijn minderwaardigheid en daardoor bouwde ik een muur om mijzelf heen. Die muur was om mijzelf te beschermen dacht ik.

Maar nu weet ik wel beter!

Binnen die muur leed ik pijn.

En dat ging ik ook steeds meer voelen naarmate ik ouder werd. Toen ik 50 was voelde ik dat ik hulp nodig had en de artsen die mij zagen wilden alleen werken aan de fysieke pijnen die ik voelde.

Gelukkig wist ik zelf dat veel pijn in je lichaam een reflectie is van wat je lijdt in je gevoelsleven.

En het is moeilijker om te onderzoeken waar die emotionele pijn vandaan komt. Daar neemt men in de medische wereld doorgaans weinig tijd voor.


Maar ik sloot mij door die opgebouwde muur af voor totale innerlijke heling.

Mijn ziel was al voor een deel heel sterk gevormd door Gods liefde en kracht.

Maar een ander deel van mijzelf verstopte ik onder mijn sterke “zelf”. Totdat ik het niet meer aankon om mezelf te beschermen.

God brak door die muur heen en begon langzamerhand steen voor steen die muur af te breken …in samenwerking met mijzelf.

Stenen van angst om mezelf te binden, angst om te verliezen, boosheid, vastzitten aan wetten en regels enz.

Nu mag ik transparant zijn

mijzelf laten zien

hoe ik echt ben

met mijn sterke en zwakke kanten!


Die heling is mogelijk voor JOU!

Wil je meer weten over innerlijke heling? Neem dan contact met mij op!

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